Hello!! Well as you guys know, Jersey and I did decide to part ways some time ago. Since that moment,my life feels as though it is in a state of influx or as though I am UPSIDE DOWN. At this time in my life I have to admit that I'd like to be in love.. it's a time and place that was wonderful to me...and I'm not in love right now. And that's sad to me because I like love.. I do.. very much. That's why I dont even date now. Because I don't even feel it. It would be different if I had met someone that excites me.. but I have not at the moment.. According to my plan, I see myself somewhere with a lot of beautiful land around me and the love of my life. I adore the whole idea of being in a relationship and I do feel that he is out there somewhere.. I dont know where he is yet lol.. but I haven't given up on him. In earlier times, I would have thrown myself into my work or some other diversionary activity to keep me busy so that I was not concentrated on not having a man in my life. But even that has not worked. I played the last card that I had up my sleeve and now.. it seems that I have to confront being single (longer than I expected to be) head on. At this moment I find myself at a loss as to where I should be going or what I should be focusing on. I have been through the phase of shopping to bandage whatever emptiness that I felt.. As a result, I have closets brimming with clothes, shoes, belts, scarves, coats, and a jewelry box overflowing with watches, necklaces and bracelets.. and while these baubles come in handy when it's time to attend an event, a happy home they do not make. I pictured myself being settled at this moment in my life.. and I am not. Do not mistake.. I am okay about being along. Still I feel that this is where I belong at this particular moment. Will I end up falling in love? Who knows.. But I do know that the most pressing thing on my plate AFTER finding a man...is.. getting a new fur jacket for the winter! Lets see which i accomplish first... Stay tuned... Love to you all!~~
PS: I left the music the same because I want to send each of you LOVE...from ME..to you!
ooooooooh HOney just listen to della! You know how much I love you.
ReplyDeleteJust remember that all things happen in time no matter how frustrating or out of whack they may seem. Most importantly love operates by its own rules and there is no arguing with it! Just keep going and doing what you are supposed to do an maybe when you least expect it, your prince may present himself. BUT NEVER SETTLE FOR LESS BECAUSE YOU WANT IT SO BAD! KEEP THOSE EYES OPEN FOR POTENTIAL HAZARDS AT ALL TIMES.