Dating in Atlanta...And The Sadness That Lies Beneath

So as you all know Kiddies, I have been a Peach for 2 years.. in that time, I have accomplished many goals that I set forth for myself.. and I do feel the sense of satisfaction of having accomplished certain things that I wanted. But I have to come out and tell you all that my greatest frustation is not being able to find a healthy and happy relationship here in Atlanta.

I am beginning to lose faith in dating in Atlanta and at this moment I wonder to myself "Is this place Sodom and Gomorrah with a Caligula lurking around every corner".. I have seen such lax morals here and been privy to so much that nothing surprises me anymore.. that said I am wondering is there a hope to build a serious and meaningful relationship. I am old enough to realize that there are hills and obstacles in the way to any mountain top.. this is to be expected but it seems that I continue to be confronted with the same issues from the men here over and over and over again..it's almost as if living here does something to these men..it turns them into something...awful

I am surprised that it hasnt happened to me.. My take at this point is that one must be a whore to survive..and it is a revolving circle in which people pass each other around like passing the cream cheese for your morning bagel. This fills me with sorrow for us as a community.. because most of the men here personify all those negative stereotypes that people have about gay men being vapid,materialistic, whores.

Standing on the precipice and looking out into the great wide open, I honestly do not know what the future holds for me here as far as the men go.. but i do know this.. I  IS TERRIFIC....